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Friday, April 14, 2006
Life....what is 'Life'..?!?!
In many situations I've found myself in a dead end. But I've learned
that if life brings you to a dead end you must path your own road and
start at a new beginning. This is my beginning to become truly
independent. Rely completely on myself and finding happiness with all
the accomplishments I've worked so hard for.
Setting my short term and long term goals and some careful planning
will soon pay off. I do what I do because I love it!! For a long time I
was so blind about my future, my near future. Everything was a blur and
I've always felt that something was missing. Now through all the
predicament I can finally see how my life will be in the next 5-10
years..I hope!!
All it really take it a clear mind and determination...which I think I
mght have em..somewhere laa!! My past made me the way I am today. I'm a
better person today because of the mistakes I've made yesterday. Every
mistake made was a lesson learned. Acknowledge your mistakes to better
yourself. If there's no bitterness in life, how would you acknowledge
the sweetness? The older you get the tougher your obstacles are going
to be.
Every problem has a solution, but it's up to you to find it. In
addition, to all the special people in my life, I want to let them know
that I appreciate everyone that encouraged me, supported me and showed
me the way! I'm truly thankful to have each and everyone of you in my life.
Posted at 01:04 am by cherlee
Monday, December 13, 2004
From Poppy...all da way to da east coast...!!
hey there peeps....Yeahh..it's been a while since I last blogg...been
kinda occupied and LAZY lately..!! Yup..yup..!!Lazy..!! Won't blog for
long either tonite....coz Im just plain tired & i'm still waiting
for this PHONE CALL FROM MY 'FRIEND'..!!! *What's taking u so long la
dear...???!?!?
n e way..i wasn't around last weekend..was up in da east
coast...yup..yup..went to Kuantan for my cuzzies wedding...it was good
la..not dat bad though it's during da musin tengkujuh..lantak pergi la
hujan pun..!! ;p hehe...at least i managed to see my other
cousins....coz its just another big family gatherting goin on!
Ouhh..did I mention I was out last Friday nite...to Poppy..??!?!?! yes
I was..and I must say dat I haven't had loads of fun ever
since..Hmmm..let me see....LONG TIME..!!!! I can't lie to myself but
say dat, last Friday was really my day...!!! *Thanks to dat someone who
made dat 'special appearance'..!!! Thanks..thanks..!!! Mwaahhss..!!
Luurrvvee u loads dear..!! - U know who u are..!!
My Friday nite Was kinda hectic...coz earlier on I had to attend my
other cousins wedding in Subang...was kinda risau berabis la coz I
thought dat I wouldn't make it to Poppy on time coz I promised my frens
dat I'd turn up..!!! But lucky thing I made it..!! Yup...always 'da
late comer'...!! *Well,what can I say..SOMEONE'S GOT TO MAKE DA GRAND
ENTRANCE...ain't it..!?!?! Heheheh...!
Got back home just in time to change before my fren came to pick me
up..! Lucky thing da guys and da whole jung bang was still around when
I got there..Thanks yeah..lucky thing u all waited till I came.!!
Thanks...maybe next time I'll belanja u all a 'bottle' yeah..my
treat..!! ;p kekekek....
Ouuhh....and guess wat peeps...we got one of da best seats in da
house...yeahh..!!! Just behind da DJ's consule...dat's super cool..!!
It's like a private place...u get to do ur own thingy there...just u
and u buddies...tak payah nak bercampur wif da rest of da ppl on da
dance floor...U don't have to go all da way..and another thing is...u
can REQUEST n e song directly to him..!! now, ain't dat good enough
...??!?!? I know I LIIIKKEE...!!!
And yeah..I did invite this 'special' someone along too...didnt know
dat he'd make it dat nite to Poppy....but he did..!! Yaaayy...thanks
dear..U really made my day..!! No kidding..!! I was kinda worried dat U
won't turn up..mana la tau kan,It's all just 'words'..u know...da
usuals where they might just say.."yeah..yeah..I'll see u there.." But
this ain't just 'words' when it's from him...- Now I know..!! *But
dear..make sure U keep ur promise yeahh...!! oUHH...AND I won't forget
what u say dat nite to me on da phone..damn,It's such a SMALL WORLD!!!
*Giler kalit...terkejut berabis ani..!!! Hehehe..I had loads of fun wif
ya dat nite....and I'm soooo looking forward for our next
outing...where to next eyy...?!?!? Poppy again kaa..hehe,dats like my
new 'fav' place now..hehehe!!
N e way..I had to leave a lil early la...coz my fren was feeling a lil
tipsy already..so,b4 n e thing bad goes wrong..I have to make sure dat
he gets sober dulu!!! Hehehe...naughty u..told ya not to drink dat much
kan..!! *winks*
n e way,i really appreciate wat my friend did for me dat nite...coz
they really made sure dat i had loads if fun dat nite...thanks for
making my day yeah !! really lurrve u all..!! Mwaahhsss...!!
*And dearie..thanks for calling me after dat....didnt mind not sleeping
at all after Poppy... (though I had to leave for Kuantan like 3 hrs
after I got back frm Poppy..giler kalit ahh..???! partied like there's
no tomorrow...) Siok atu..coz I was still so hyper berabis dat
nite..tak ingat nak tido kot..!! hehe... ;p
Shiitt...look...org yg tak nak blog earlier on tuh..cakap aje pandai
kan....!! Looks like I wrote like a whole essay already mann..!! Takpe
la..Ok then...looks like I have to put a 'full stop' now..Need to get
some shut eye & sexual healing,just like how my Marvin
would.....and enough rest..!! Tomorrow's another sucky day for me..
well, lets hope dat what I planned earlier jadi la..!! And it'd turn up
ggrrreeeatt..!!! If it does..hmm...then u might just read it in da blog
then huh....well,we'll have to see about dat then...till then..cheerio
..nitey nites..!
Posted at 02:12 am by cherlee
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Can Fantasy Become Reality..? Boleh ke..?
What do you think about when you close your eyes just before you go to sleep? And when your mind begins to wander at work or uni?
Those daydreams you have from time to time are actually fantasies, by another name. The imagination provides limitless potential for all your heart's desires to come together into these fantasies.
The perfect boyfriend or girlfriend, your long-awaited wedding day, and other romantic fantasies also reserve special places in your mind. Even if your longings are not that momentous in the grand scheme of things, such as going on a spectacular vacation or becoming especially skilled at a sport or hobby, your daydreams allow your mind to live out a perfect scenario....
Young girls often begin dreaming up their weddings at ages as early as 12or so.. if not sooner. It is very likely that they may even have their bridal party and color scheme chosen before targeting their potential mate!
We Girls are romantic creatures by nature, and thrive on love and amorous thoughts.
Meanwhile, boys tend to think about sports, and often imagine themselves in key roles,professional athletes, or critical goal or point-scorers. It is rare to find a boy who is already thinking of his wedding at such a young age...Aiyohh...never kot...!! Women tend to dream about the future, while many boys and men are more concerned with the present and making the most of it!
*Which is true kannn...?
Fame and fortune also feed into fantasies. Many people crave a few moments in the limelight, whether by acting, modeling or performing in general.
Dreams of freedom can also occur for many people and that freedom could range from freedom from worry, responsibility and stress to the ultimate freedom: the ability to do Whatever You WANT!
*Finally...the universal fantasy- a match made in heaven with a soul mate....Ini la da MAIN prob I always face..!!! Doubtless, the flawless relationship has crossed all of our minds at least once or twice. Mr. or Mrs. Perfect falls at our feet, we fall madly in love and voila!
We are married, living in a beautiful home with a white picket fence, an in ground pool, two young kids and maybe a pet la....
Or maybe that isn't your ideal fantasy.... Whatever the case, having a special someone with whom to share the daily occurrences of life can make all the difference....BUT PAYAH TU...!!! sometimes tuh dah naik phobia la..!!! Well,it is to me though...
This perfect person could be extremely attractive, good looking, polite, intelligent, and very similar to you. He or she could also be on the opposite end of the spectrum. Perhaps it is someone you know, someone you've yet to meet, or someone famous that everyone knows from the big screen. From a prom date, to a significant other, to a marital partner, romantic fantasies top the charts...
Are these daydreams and fantasies healthy and indicative of a good lifestyle? Sure they encourage one to work towards his or her greatest talents and efforts, to dream big and to make things happen but U rasa, Does the time and place of these fantasies matter?
Not so much, but to a degree letting the mind wonder here or there can be a motivating factor if it isnt in complete excess....Pening..pening..!!
The probability of these fantasies actually coming true is relative to each fantasy itself. If you already know your dream guy or girl, approach him or her and express your interest. Get to be friends and see if sparks fly.. it is better to take a chance than to forever wonder what-if and live the fantasy in your mind alone.
A fully paid shopping spree, the perfect date, any number of imaginable thoughts can motivate their dreamer to work toward success and fulfillment of those fantasies. Keeping a fantasy in the back of your mind will give you something to think about when you need a driving force behind you, or something to simply give you a secret smile!
*Me nih cakap banyak..but then again..I myself am in this situation where I'm still hoping dat things would go well between me and my boo..!!! Baby..I really want U in my life...!!! Miss u loads....no matter wat people will say...I still will lurrvvvee u wif all my heart dear..!! Muahhss..!!
*Emo dah nih..!!
Posted at 01:44 am by cherlee
Seduce, surrender and enjoy...!! Something I wanna share wif u Peeps....
First, it's very important that you choose the right person to seduce. This is more a matter of instinct than anything else, but most of us at will attempt to make conversation, or at least some eye contact, with a potential partner whom we consider to be about as attractive as we feel we are. So, if you are not happy with the way you look and moreover who you are on the inside, then start there!
The thrill of seduction sometimes lies in the chase rather than the conquest. The excitement of wanting and pursuing someone can give a sense of satisfaction in itself - this is especially true for men. But those who thoroughly enjoy the chase are generally people with plenty of self-confidence and their belief in themselves increases the likelihood of success.
I suggest planning and setting up the time and the right place knowing you will be alone for some period of time. If the object of your passion is somebody you see on a regular basis, the time and the place being wrong may also very well add to the thrill. If you're getting the right feedback from him (flirting), the knowledge that that he is interested but that you can't do anything about it just yet can increase the feelings of arousal and excitement. Let them linger ...
Now - just how do you know that he's interested? Your best clues come from reading his body language. His body signals are far better indicators of how he feels about you than anything he may actually say verbally. The eyes are the biggest give-away when it comes to seduction of either sex. If he returns your gaze, and especially if he holds eye contact with you longer than you'd normally expect, then chances are he’s quite interested. Trust your instincts and you'll 'feel' whether he's interested or not. Look for small gestures and tone of voice tell you a lot about what he feels towards you.
Flirt. Flirt. Flirt. Important - We flirt with others to remind our partner that we still need to be wooed by him, but when used for seduction, it's a means of keeping the other person interested and aroused, as well as letting them know that they are unlikely to be rejected. Men, who are generally the pursuers, are highly dependent on your signals to reassure them that they are 'onto something' good. And ladies, playing hard-to-get isn't particularly attractive to men unless you're sending out enough signals to assure him that you are 'gettable' and that the chase will be worth it in the end. Just beware that you may chase him away.
Once you've made it known that you are attracted to him, you'll need to let him know where the encounter is likely to be heading. People have very different ideas of what sex should be, so it's important that you both know that you're looking for the same things and headed in the same direction. The subtle approach is more likely to get you what you want. Remember, though, men generally take the lead in this area, even asking questions and trying to determine whether you'd make a satisfactory sex partner. Follow his lead. The questions probably won't be that direct (depending upon the man), but they will be based around 'self-disclosure'. He tells you some, you tell him some and this creates trust. Try discussing sex in a light-hearted, abstract manner when talking with a potential lover, testing each other in a non-committal way.
Two people, who may have been attracted to each other visually, may not have the right chemistry to move along the road of seduction. Once you’ve talked a little about it, does he still seem interested? Look for signs of acceptance or rejection (remember rejection could depend on many many things - perhaps you’re just too much woman for him). If you pick up on any signs of rejection, don't waste your time on something that is very unlikely to happen, no matter how much you think you fancy him. The right man is out there just waiting to be seduced by you!
Surrender - If you're still doing fine and the signals are good, it's time to make your move. One of you must surrender. In all probability it will be you, because even if you initiated the seduction, he will probably have taken over the role of pursuer somewhere along the line. The roles of 'hunter' and 'prey' have been decided through thousands of years of evolution, and usually fall naturally into place..
Seduce, surrender and enjoy!
Posted at 01:21 am by cherlee
Monday, December 06, 2004
Dunno why I feel this wayyyy...!!!
I miss my so called 'other half' so much...!!!
Posted at 03:02 am by cherlee
Broken Inside....all over again...!!!
I couldn't tell you...
Why I felt that way..
I felt it everyday...
I couldn't help myself...
I just watched myself make..
The same mistakes again...
What's wrong what's wrong now...
Too many too many problems...
Don't know where I belong...
Where I belong...
Open my eyes...
And look outside...
Find the reasons why..
I've been rejected...
Now I can't find...
What I've left behind....
*Sigh....
The feelings I hide...
The dreams I can't find...
I'm losing my mind..
I'm falling behind...
I can't can't find my place...
I'm losing my faith..
I'm falling from grace..
I'm all over the place...
*Siggghhhhhh......!!! I feel so messed up...!
Posted at 02:52 am by cherlee
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Charlie's mini open house....
Ouhh yeahh...just one last thing before I head to bed....Lupa wanna write this..hehe...!!Dat show's how tired I am...Spend half da day at Charlie's house just now....yup..yup...was there from 4.30 till 12 am or so..ahaa...dat long...!! Can U imagine..heheh..!! Was good though..bout 9 ppl came..well, didn't expect em all to turn up actually..but at least they managed to come..heheh..compared to da last few years..ain't it Charlie..heheh...!! But it was all good..da food semua laku kalit ahh..!! *Winks..!! Dats greattt...
Took some pics aswell at da open house just now...heheh..!! Yup yup...!!
Posted at 01:08 am by cherlee
I was wrong...!!! *Sigh..
Just when you think you’re strong enough.....
Temptation raises it’s head....
Posted at 12:52 am by cherlee
Trial & Errorrrrr......!!!
Trial and error... nothing's ever easy, but it's something you gotta keep working at everyday on the friends perspective...don't u think so..? I'd luv to meet people that are cool to hang out with.... People that are reliable, dependable, honest, responsible, and know how to have fun...is dat so hard nowadays...?Is it..? *Sigh...
I'll get along pretty well with just about everybody, as long as they aren't liars, fakes, stuck-ups, jerks, selfish, inconsiderate, rude and disrespectful. Ouhh..and do me a favour....Please leave the drama somewhere else, I don't want any of that in my life...So, if u want to, I'll put u in the list.....
Posted at 12:42 am by cherlee
Saturday, November 20, 2004
From Passion..wif Lurrrvvvee...!!!
hey hey peeps..
If u noticed...da title of ma blog itself is already bout Passion..dat dat pretty much sums it la..I WENT CLUBBING...!!!! Wooohoo..after a long 'break'.....heheh..macam 'setan kena gari' la..heheh..!!! So since Raya is over....I mean da fasting month..so,Im back to my weekend routine...clubbing..!!! Hehehe...hey,who can resist da free invites to da clubs..best seats...drinks..good music..yada yada ahh...? *Winks...*
Yup,went to Valvet last nite for a fashion show..it was gooodd...not dat bad la...Kinda Vintage show..liked da setting of da place last nite in Valvet..then met wif some old buddies...*Miss em loads..! Sigh.. Ouh...met up wif my fren Adam...yeahh..and he's working wif Toni & Guy now....woohoo..dats good news for me..!!! (ok,if someone's working wif Toni & Guy,u should know wat dats means kan...they're NOT straight..heheheh!!! But I just Lurrvve my Adam...coz ----> MORE DISCAUNTS ON MY HAIR THINGY..!!! ) hehehe...
then after Valvet...me and my fren headed to Zouk pulak..but it was kinda empty...and kinda bored jua...so headed to Passion after dat....ouhh..imagine..we walked from Zouk to Passion..yeah I know it's not far but I was wearing HEELS...hallo,can u imagine dat...???!?!? hehehe...menahan sakit je la..LOL..! Got to Passion but it was kinda packed...and we cant even go to Poppy at all...so then we ciao to Bliss pulak after dat..!! Ouhh..I didn't mention..Bliss had it's lounching thingy yesterday nite..da re-opening of it...!!! So da crowd was not bad..but full wif GAYS la....heheh..!!! But I couldn't be bothered pun..coz I came wif one last nite..
heheheh..!!!
*Yew Meng dear..lurrvee ur move...!!! We should go clubbing more often together...shake our bootaayy..!!! Huuuwaa...!!! LOL..!!
Met up wif my darling Fiky at Bliss..hehehe..looking good...and YUMMYYY as always..!!! *btw Fiky dear,u look good last nite...Drooling...!! And as usual..Fiky was drunk...feeling all tipsy..and dats da best part bout him...he's so adorable when he's DRUNK...just like a baby!!! Muaahhss!!!
I had loads of fun in Bliss...shake my bootayyy...had some drinks...shake my bootay again...lucky thing it wasn't as bored as da few other places I was at earlier...!!! Boring kalit ah kalau cam atu..!! *Winkss...!!
Was there wif Mynn and Yew Meng till 2.30 or so..then headed back home after dat coz everyone's pretty much tired already....but nahh..me and Mynn headed to Bangsar's Syed and lepak wif my cuzzies after dat....just chillin and planning on our so called 'holiday trip to Melb'..hehehe.....so called aje la kan..dunno if this fellas are even coming punnnn...!!! *Hint Hint...!! LOL...!!
After a while...da nite wasn't so young no more.....so all of us headed back la..!! Penat...and it was almost 4am...!! everyone can't stop yawning sudah....hehe...!!
But no regrets going out at all last nite...it was well worth it la..!!!
Posted at 12:38 pm by cherlee
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About ~.:.Mira Kumiko Lee.:.~
My name if you don't already know is Amira..but people normally call me Mira or Cher... yup..yup..!! Cher it is...just don't ask me why yeahh, coz i don't seem to have da answer to dat..!! Hehehe..! I'm 21 this year,yes I am ...!! A very Down to earth gal, happychic,party angel, mysterious, cheerful, outgoing, fun,friendly,sensitive at times....and a bit craaazyyy...! ;)
I try to live my life to the fullest...coz u may never know what tomorrow will bring...!! the most important things in life is laughing with the people you trust and care about... Friends are really important to me and I really appreciate what I have..!!
Seriously to be frank,sometimes, i dont even know myself. I walk the earth to seek my purpose. I searched high and low to find the meaning of life. I question my very existence almost everyday.. but only to find dissapointment. The closer i get to finding the answers, the more pain i received.... *SIGH*....
But things are getting better now...going slow and easy! I really MISS my other half so much!
D.O.B.:May 1983
Location: Robson...
Interests: Day Dreaming*Night Dreaming*Travelling * adventure stuffs * parties * music * movies * clubbing * dancing * dancing * more dancing *looking pretty * shopping * and spending my money "wisely"...Hehehehe.... What else...what else...what else??!? hmm..yeah, nice people with good heart...!! Yeah,i'm talking bout u...
Cyprus~Mira Currently Listening to:
1. LL Cool J� Hush
2. Mos Def. Feat. Faith Evans - Brown Sugar
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| How to make a Mira |
Ingredients:
5 parts intelligence
1 part ambition
1 part beauty |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Top it off with a sprinkle of lovability and enjoy! |
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